12:28 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
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this blog is for u! no title coz i dunno what should i put!
for me, u not a good bf!
for me, i also not a good gf for u!
for me, we two hv a big gap that i cant even get in to ur world!
for me, we two is really a different world!
for me, i dun think i love u that much!
for me, i also know that u not really love me!
if before this u ask me whether i love u?! ya, i can very sure that i love u very much!
but now, everything is change!
its no more the vincent that i know before!
maybe u still the same just the different is i din be with u so i dunno what u really r?!
but now, for me, vincent is reallty different than what i tot before!
before meet, he so concern me!
before meet, he so care about me!
before meet, he can awake whole night for me!
before meet, he can dun join his fren for every entertainment just bcoz of me!
before meet, he start plan what he gonna do after he come back to be with me!
before meet, u said u will fetch me back from night class!
but after meet, he forgot everything that he told me before!
after meet, no more concern!
after meet, i not a princess that he care like before anymore!
after meet, i realise he not the vincent i know before!
after meet, u old me my class end too late la not going to bring me back!
after meet, after meet and many more!
and v seldom meet act!
love is not easy like what u think but it also not complicated like what u think!
before meet, i can told everything!
but after meet, i din even wan to talk with u what the problem u and me have!
i just can share with other that i not close at all!
before v started everyone advise me not to take the risk!
ya, i stubborn!
i dun believe it at all!
i think that u will change for me!
ya, u change!
change from actual good to bad!
is i too stupid coz believe that love is important than everything!
is i stupid until i believe that if v love each other then no problem for other things!
but now i realise its wrong at all!
alot of ppl call me try to talk with u the problem!
but i dun think what i say is useful at all!
this few days be with u every moment i look at u alot of thing in my mind!
alot of thing that gonna happen between us come out in my mind!
is suffer full of scary!
every i scare this and that but what for?!
alot of ppl advise me to not continue this!
stop torturing myself!
i still try an try!
but today i really cant accept anymore!
like others said, ya, i hv a guy who treat me good than u! y should i torture myself to choose u?!
a fren treat me 1000m times better than u!
when i sick the one who buy porridge and panadol for me is not u but other guy!
how ridiculous it is if other knew it!
when i sick the 1 beside me to take care me its not u!
i wish is u but reality not!
u can imagine how worst u r?!
i sure u wont know!
i know ur parents din like me!
frankly speaking i dun like them too!
1st impression is important!
they give me suck impression!
i start compare u with my ex!
how good is them compare to u?!
u still need a lot of work hard!
u totally different!
told u everything u also cant be like them at all!
i think is enough until here!
just let me go with peaceful heart!
i wont cry or sad coz u not worth for it!
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