1:39 PM
Monday, September 8, 2008
cry out from the heart but useless!
yesterday nite i really cry out from my heart!
but useless! he wont know!
he not suppose be with me! ya!
in his eyes i cant see any love!
the thing i worried for so long its really happened!
everything is so sweet before v meet but it become a nite mare for me after met!
i learn the lessons from the day v met!
not to believe what the guy say so easily coz it will hurt u more than that!
not to met up with his family members if u not sure how is his family members gonna accept u!
and everything is not easy like i think!
he really different than "him"
i found out he not the one that i wan!
i feel like i a big sis taking care for a younger bro!
i feel that y i so stupid!
y i know that i so mind with the age but still choose to be!
y i torturing myself and now i suffer it alone!
i work hard and do everything for him but i feel really unsecure!
maybe he is too young!
i really hv to let go this before it will be more worst!
i wont be able to tolerate with nor him neither his family members!
i hv to future good choices y i choose to take the suffer way?!
i hv more better guy that i can choose!
a guy who care about me so much!
who always take care of me!
who always protect me!
but sad is my own bf wont do it on me forever!
he really not mature enough!
everything is different from before!
love someone so u hv to let go someone!
and i know he not serious in this relationship at all!
the way he talk!
the way he concern me!
all become different!
now for him if wanna break thenjust break!
he wont mind for it!
i think its time to say bye bye!
this time really bye bye forever!
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