Power of Love.
she is my only lover that call
babe. babe sometimes also goes by the name
so po. our love like
dancing sheep.
meanwhile, he is the only my lover that call
dear. dear sometimes also goes by the name
zhu tou. we work hard for everlasting love. Love forever.
6:53 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
distance and age!
dear, i know yesterday u got go to cc to view our blog. but i feeling so upset, u always will tell me before u do anything. but i know u just dun wan me to worry about u. this is our blog that i use a lot of time to make it so that v can write and say whatever about our feeling here. i so miss u, i dunno why?! before for me age is a matter, now i also think the same. i still cant accept that u younger than me!wtf... who can accept her bf younger than her?! not few days or few months but is 2 years. i know u keep trying to make me not to feel so. u try to do ur best for our future, for my stupid feeling! i hate that feeling that i always care about our age. today bubbles ask me how much did i love u?! tell the truth is that i really dunno whether i love u anot? everytime u call me and when v gonna end the call sure u will tell me that u love me, not once but thousand time to make me feel that u really love me no matter what happened. i always make u worry about me, i so sorry. i doesnt mean to make u worry all the time. i wrote this blog just to tell what i feel. i admit that i still cant forget my ex. he still in my mind. the way he care about me, the way he make me fall in love with him but i know all this is past. i shouldnt think it too much. this few days i started feel so suffer the day without u to accompany to hv a bed time talk. i keep going find thing to do to make myself busy so that i not miss u that much. distance make us become far and far. i know u know that i so worry 1 day u will leave me like him before. i know u put a lot of effort this 10 days. everytime u call me, u know how much that i wish i can talk longer with u but i hv to control myself coz the telephone is too expensive. i dun wan u spend a lot. its not worth for u to do that for me. many thing happened to me after i break with my ex. i felt myself so dirty. when yesterday u tell me what u want when u come back, i still with the same answer no! i want a true love. but i know i not pretty enough for u guys to love me with true love. i not deserve for it. i know i know. thx for everything my dear. hope u can get ur internet connection as soon as possible. stop talking stupid thing here. need to go for a bath then continue with my assignment that i dunno y cant finish.
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