Power of Love.
she is my only lover that call
babe. babe sometimes also goes by the name
so po. our love like
dancing sheep.
meanwhile, he is the only my lover that call
dear. dear sometimes also goes by the name
zhu tou. we work hard for everlasting love. Love forever.
11:42 PM
Thursday, July 31, 2008
so so so and damn damn damn regret
argggggggggggg...........
really sucks! fuck! cibai!
u really sucks! idiot! stupid fucker! an idiot person i haven see!
dun always try to put ur temper to others!
u look totally sucks!
i hate u!
better get off from me!
where got ppl want their relationship hv third party??!!!!
u tell me la!
somemore now become ppl third party!
am i wrong to get clean with it?
am i wrong to know what really happened?
i also one of the victims!
y u dun wan take responsibilities on what u hv done?
u look totally very childish!
u r so sucks in handle this problem!
cibai la!
i the victim too and u put ur temper to me!
i also hv my temper!
u tot only u kow how to put temper on others?!
so i am!
i hate u!
so so so damn damn damn regret that chosen u!
u make me feel so stupid!
ur so nasthy to me right now!
get off from my life now!
i not ur "chu qi tong" that u can put ur temper on whenever u wan fucker!
.|. nah!
end of my story!
i hate vincent loh for now and forever!
get loss!
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1:15 AM
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
bee,wat happen to u now?why suddenly hang up at skype after tat i call u u also dun answer call u handphone u also dun answer.wat happen to bee?dear so worry lol!is tat dear do wrong things?if yes dear apologize to bee.dun angry dear la!sorry bee,i love u!bee make dear crazy le!
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2:56 AM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
sorry.
sorry for lying u.
i not mean to lie u anything.
but u still can choose to give up anot.
i wont blame u or angry u.
i know i gal that having a lot of problem.
i doesnt deserve for ur love.
its not worth for u to treat me so good.
sorry for lying u for so long.
u wil still b my fren no matter what decision u make.
once again sorry for everything.
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1:49 AM
hurray
finally my dear can online again le.
so miss him.
this few days without him to accompany is so suffering.
this evening my dear tell me that maybe he will get salary le lo.
then i call he save money when get salary oo...
then he ask me save money for what? zhu tou ar...
save money la
got what just can save money ar...
really zhu tou lar my dear.
hehe...
i really happy that my dear can online coz next week i going back hometown for about 5 days sure i will damn miss him 1.
dear, i really miss u!
hope to see u soon if u dun mind to meet a ugly + fat + short de gf la.
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1:20 AM
sorry for i'm silly gal
sorry for making u so upset. i doesnt mean to make u upset. i know its past. he still in my mind not because the deep love that still appear but instead of a memories that i really think is hard for me to forgot right now. u younger than me is reality, i cant change it. i dunno whether i still mind anot?! sorry for saying so. but u really become part of my life. a moment without ur sms make me feel so uncomfortable. the day without ur voice make me gonna be crazy. the day without ur concern make me feel apart from u! i dunno whether how deep is my love to u?! i dunno whether the real love appear in me anot?! but i just know that u become apart of my life. ur everything become so important to me. i know i always like to think very much. i know i a silly gal to u. but everytime when u say i'm silly i doesnt angry at all but instead of laughing there.
i really doesnt mean to make u angry! but i dunno y this few days a lot of thing appear in my mind. i so scare 1 day u choose back her. i dunno y i so scare. everyday i feel wanna ask u whether u settled down the problem dy?! but then i not dare to ask coz i scare u say that i not trust u. but its make me feel unsafe. i dun wan to think this and that but its my feeling! its hard for me to control myself.
today 1st time we fight! we fight just because the blog skin that i use make u cant open and i at here can open it. i not angry that u cant open it but i so upset that u say i lie to u. this blog with the previous skin that i choose is i use more than 1 day to make it. i tot u will appreciate it but u come out with that i lie u. its kind of hurt to me. its really hurt me. but nvm i doesnt put in my heart coz i know i shouldnt put that complicated and cacated blog skin. sorry dear for fight with u. sorry for scolding u coz of my stupid action. sorry for everything.
i miss u too. i miss u like hell............................................
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10:29 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
will ths blog continue state all our love story in future until we old?
or this blog will stop in few months later?
i dun wish so but if really happened i hv to accept it!
so now just state whatever story about our love for the moment at here before its really stop at 1 station!
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10:14 PM
a lot of things bordering me!
did this relationship really appear?
will he still keep in touch with me after we mee?
will he stillconcern me after we meet?
will he still love me after we meet?
a lot of question in my mind!
will he be like others?
disappear after we meet?
dun even wanna fren with me anymore?
should i put much effort on this relationship?
will he still love me when he see me?
see my ugly face, fat body, shorter and older ppl?
i keep going worrying about this!
i dun wan it happen!
i dun dare to see it happen!
if it really will happen 1 day i choose to not to meet lo!
i should choose not to start.
but however, i think i hv to ready that its gonna to happen after 41 days.
i miss u dear.......
really miss u.......
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6:53 PM
distance and age!
dear, i know yesterday u got go to cc to view our blog. but i feeling so upset, u always will tell me before u do anything. but i know u just dun wan me to worry about u. this is our blog that i use a lot of time to make it so that v can write and say whatever about our feeling here. i so miss u, i dunno why?! before for me age is a matter, now i also think the same. i still cant accept that u younger than me!wtf... who can accept her bf younger than her?! not few days or few months but is 2 years. i know u keep trying to make me not to feel so. u try to do ur best for our future, for my stupid feeling! i hate that feeling that i always care about our age. today bubbles ask me how much did i love u?! tell the truth is that i really dunno whether i love u anot? everytime u call me and when v gonna end the call sure u will tell me that u love me, not once but thousand time to make me feel that u really love me no matter what happened. i always make u worry about me, i so sorry. i doesnt mean to make u worry all the time. i wrote this blog just to tell what i feel. i admit that i still cant forget my ex. he still in my mind. the way he care about me, the way he make me fall in love with him but i know all this is past. i shouldnt think it too much. this few days i started feel so suffer the day without u to accompany to hv a bed time talk. i keep going find thing to do to make myself busy so that i not miss u that much. distance make us become far and far. i know u know that i so worry 1 day u will leave me like him before. i know u put a lot of effort this 10 days. everytime u call me, u know how much that i wish i can talk longer with u but i hv to control myself coz the telephone is too expensive. i dun wan u spend a lot. its not worth for u to do that for me. many thing happened to me after i break with my ex. i felt myself so dirty. when yesterday u tell me what u want when u come back, i still with the same answer no! i want a true love. but i know i not pretty enough for u guys to love me with true love. i not deserve for it. i know i know. thx for everything my dear. hope u can get ur internet connection as soon as possible. stop talking stupid thing here. need to go for a bath then continue with my assignment that i dunno y cant finish.
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6:58 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
i miss u dear!
is so suffering that u dun hv internet!
i keep going find something to do so that i wont so miss u!
and u cant see this blog due to no internet connection!
i so hope u can see this!
dear , u know ur bee very stupid?!
she use almost 1 day to do 1 blog skin!
terrible, right?!
i also know but i know how terrible i am dear still will love me de! hehe... blush!
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6:40 PM
our love story begin!
i try very hard for this!
hope u will like it!
i miss u!
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